It has been a long time since I lasted blogged...but that is good and bad. I am stressed. I am always stressed. The weather sucks. So rainy. I want summer now. I have so many bills to pay, so I'm looking for a job. I don't want a shitty cashiering job, I wanna be a tutor. It's hard to explain because I'm fed up with all that shitty work making little pay. I wanna start on my career already. I want to teach. I am willing to teach anything but I am a little too dumb. I have an interview for a tutoring position tomorrow, I hope it goes well. I am worried about some other things and my home life has become much better. Can't wait to get some money to buy yaoi manga, clothes and stuff. Any suggestions for yaoi mangas I should buy? I did really poorly in my math class, so I'm worried that I failed it, but if I failed it, I might get kicked out of school...so...I'm worried but whatever happens, happens. Next time I'll post more stuff on more positive topics, like this book I'm going to buy on Natural Living and how positive thinking/ meditation has improved my life. Also, I might be studying in Japan next Spring. Wish me luck! I need help with time management.